I'm learning to let go of something this month that I have cared about very much for the past five years. I have spent many sleepless hours thinking about IT and all the good times, the bad times, the joy, the memories, the girls. I have loved the spirit of IT, the tradition of IT, and the quality of IT! IT was very hard to walk away from in the first place, but I was sure that things would be okay....they are NOT! One thing I keep telling myself is that IT is not the most important thing, and in the grand scheme of things....IT does not matter soo much. But for now IT does. IT hurts to see the sadness, the pain, the lost dreams and hopes. No one will truly know how much IT meant to me, or how badly I wish things would have gone different with IT. Would of, should of, could of's are sometimes HARD to live with!
You cannot do a Google search to gain a testimony. You can't text message faith. You gain a life-changing testimony today the same way it has always been done. It comes through desire, study, prayer, obedience and service.
I am wife of one and mother of five. I consider myself loyal, friendly, busy and hopeful. I love my husband, my children, my friends and my girls....I dream of more time to be a better wife, a better mother, a better neighbor and friend.